Will I Ascend in this Cycle?

heavenlysunriseThe blogosphere and tubeosphere  is full of channelings and commentary on the topic of Ascension… the much-anticipated step-up in consciousness for our planet Gaia and humanity.  The topic is compelling for anyone interested in their spirit/soul journey and lifting their consciousness up to more fully experience the All/One in unconditional love and light.

Not surprisingly, there is a wide array of interpretation as to the ascension phenomenon, though there are some consistent themes. One of these themes is the expectation that not all humans will ascend to higher consciousness in this cycle.  Those locked in to the current paradigm based on control-over-others and control-over-planet are not expected to make the energetic / vibrational shift. There is some consensus that they will be given more life experiences as physically incarnated selves on other suitable planets.   OK, but is that where you want to go?   What about the many of us who desire to make the dimensional upshift?  Will we make it?  Or just a very few?

In the Law of One, the ascended Venusian social memory complex Ra shared that in Earth’s past several 25,600 year galactic cycles, not one human ascended (was “harvested” in Ra’s terminology) to the next dimension of consciousness.   Another (?) Ra being, Ra-Teir-Eir, who has also been identified as a highly evolved “blue avian” has recently been channeled as estimating only 300,000 human souls on Earth are now ready for harvest.   It’s worth noting that according to Ra, harvest or ascension is possible for both Service-to-Others STO and Service-to-Self STS selves.  In the Law of One, to be harvestable STO, a self needs to have achieved more than 50% positive polarization. The test for STS is much stricter, requiring over 95% negative polarization.   In this view, selves that have not consciously chosen a path would have little chance of ascension as polarization is gained/earned, not a given.  Those that have not really worked their path probably wouldn’t make it, either.   Whistleblower Corey Goode recently noted that Ra-Teir-Eir said he was not among the 300,000.  Makes you wonder… who IS ready and how did they walk the walk to get there?  Are there “automatic disqualifiers?”  For example, if you are not a vegan, is it impossible to achieve 51% STO polarization?

Other ascended consciousnesses are quoted saying that this galactic cycle is different, that Gaia’s ascension will be much more inclusive with a powerful energetic assist from the universe, galaxy and sun. That sounds good to me, but what if you or I don’t make it?

We are each our own spiritual masters and keepers. We choose our path and live/work it.  Our experience/learning continues to accrue through each incarnated life.   There is no chronological timeline for anyone’s ascension.  If we don’t make it this time, there will be more opportunities.  Possibly not on Gaia, but a similar physical plane in the universe.  And most likely with less or no abusive external interference.

Whatever the outcome of this cycle, our spiritual work remains the same – (assuming you are on the STO path) practice unconditional love and forgiveness for self and others in every thought and action, and reject fear, anger and judgment.   Worrying about anything, including ascension, takes us off course.   As they say, everything is as it should be… let your thoughts create your reality…  so be well, be in joy and let your love and light shine.



A Long Story About a Quick Path to Higher Consciousness


Have you ever wondered what the purpose or point of your life is?  Do you find yourself aggravated, agitated, impatient or angry with others or yourself?  Do you feel like life is unfair?  Are you suspicious that things are not quite right in the world, that events are being controlled or manipulated?  Are you seeking a more peaceful and satisfying way of life?

I surely was.  I put in a long career “climbing the ladder”.   I assumed more and more responsibility and authority, reaching roles including company President and CEO several times.   Yet I felt incomplete and unsatisfied, and definitely not as happy as I “should have been”.

Then life dealt me a good one – I was scapegoated and fired based on lies.  I was devastated.  People I considered friends and even mentors turned aside or got in a kick here or there.   I had tried my very best to work for the team greater good in honesty and integrity.  How could such a bad thing happen to a good person?

I sank into despair.  It  was impossible to find a good role.  I was now too old, too expensive, too whatever.  I slowly built up a solo consulting practice.  Along the way I hit rough patches.   I thought a lot about killing myself.  I took entry level jobs to stay busy including groceries and crowd-source grocery delivery.

An old friend and a new one “saved me” with a good consulting project.  The suicidal thoughts diminished.  I found new purpose in the work and especially in the approval and camaraderie of others.  Despite an improved sense of self-worth, I still found myself agitated and angry with daily inconveniences and a growing sense that the world was rigged economically and politically, with the potential for great calamity.   To an outside observer, this would be easy to diagnose as fear of and for the future.  But I was inside this swirl of emotions, unable to untangle and clear.

Today I am almost entirely in a state of either total peace or bliss.  I don’t use/abuse any drugs of any kind.  I do not react to events and inconveniences.   I find great joy in Nature and exploring the potential of my consciousness and soul.  What happened!?

This shift happened over a relatively short time, just weeks or months.  I had been studying Universal Laws and felt great resonance with the teachings about the Law of Attraction and Karma.   I began to meditate at least twice a day with an intention to release all the baggage of the past.  I meditated on gratitude to the One Infinite Creator and all his/her children, including our Mother Gaia/Earth, our Sun and the Galactic Logos around which our Sun and Earth orbit.   I meditated on forgiveness and release of all things… an inversion of Arya Stark’s self-catechism in Game of Thrones… I repeatedly forgave those who I formerly felt had done me wrong.  I searched memory to uncover every hurt I felt through my entire life and forgive all involved.  And finally I focused on forgiving myself for all the mistakes and wrongs I have thought and acted.

Along with the forgiving, I meditated on sending out Unconditional Love and Light.  Someone advised that it is helpful to each day select from three groupings of people or consciousnesses – those that you care deeply about in a positive way, those that you care deeply about in a negative way, and those who you know but do not feel a great deal of care or concern for.

At this same time, I had found and was devouring a work called the Law of One.  This is a thought-provoking and demanding work.  In it I reached a huge A-HA! moment.  I finally realized, after all these decades of striving, struggling and worrying, that I had been pursuing a life path, or polarization, biased towards service to self.  I realized that that path  would most likely lead to becoming ruthless and/or heartess even if wise, as the service to self path is a pyramid that only one consciousness can sit atop. In this path, all others must be slaves, in a rigid control-based hierarchy or “pecking order” that is constantly upset by people striving to rise up and push others down.   From my earliest memories I know myself to be a free spirit… I HATE being controlled, and I have zero wish to control others.  Then WHY have I pursued such a path?   Immediately I determined to adopt the path of my true self, the service to others path.   This has been incredibly liberating and joyful.

Shifting to the service to others path enabled me to see conditions in the world much more clearly.  The service to self path, also called the control-over-others paradigm, dominates economic, political, and religious affairs.   I’ve never been religious per se (spiritual, not religious), I have become politically “independent”, but I realized I still lived within the still-dominant economic discourse of money, and finance, controlled by people I do not support.   Time to hit the kill switch on mass media, controlled by the global cabal.  Time for much more discernment of news, in the heart as much as the mind.   Losing mainstream media influence has been another incredible liberator.   I do not miss the bludgeoning imagery and sounds of incessant war, acts of violence, strife, chaos, fear-mongering and division of groups of humanity against each other.


Just a few changes over some weeks and months have enabled me to become the creator of my own wonderful future-

MEDITATING – going inside to hear the little voice within

LETTING GO – forgiving all especially self and asking for and giving unconditional love and light

TURNING OFF THE CONTROL MATRIX – no more TV news or entertainment,  no cabal-produced movies, and no cabal-owned internet channels.   Now this is hard to achieve in practice unless you live alone, but you can mostly tune out.  Eventually you will increase your discernment and you will know who is doing the talking and what they are trying to accomplish from it.

No more fear. No more aggravation.  Only peace and bliss.

I will never go back, only forward.   I now see a glorious future for Gaia and humanity.  The control-over paradigm has run its course.  There is a profound rebalancing of energies ongoing including the rise of the feminine Goddess energy.   I know in my heart that war is not only uneccessary, but that it will become a hard-to-believe historical meme.  I know in my heart that the current money and debt-slavery financing system is collapsing and will be replaced by collaboration for the betterment of all humanity and Earth.   I know in my heart that Truth will be disclosed and humanity will be able to join other intelligent and more highly evolved races as co-creators and co-stewards of the universe.