You can check out any time you like…

… the degree of leaving that can be manifested remains to be known.

It seems many have experienced  flu/pneumonia symptoms – huge coughing, chills, other yech in the last couple weeks of december.   All four in our family had it.   What was really unusual was the suddenness of onset… I started symptoms Christmas Eve; everyone else in the family was sick by the next day, even though we hadn’t all been together prior to the afternoon of the 24th.

My inner voice told me several times that this is not a normal infection; rather it is some  kind of payload acquired by normal breathing that was suddenly activated.  I can’t prove this, but it fits the pattern.  I found myself wishing I had a microscope.

11:30 am, December 26, 2016 :  Golden Vortex and Light Column

Feeling like a sack of you-know-what.  I kept feeling that this illness was something energetic as well as physical and wondered if it might respond to meditation.

So I went to take a meditating nap.  First, my body was shivering and shaking pretty uncontrollably.  I found a tone to hum and focus on my breathing.  At least the shaking became more of a rhythmic rocking.   The first suggestion that came was to ask for a healing golden light, to remove negative energies.    For a while I was getting shifting patterns of green, blue and gold but after awhile, gold light became more predominant.  It felt like the whole room was warming up.

Half-asleep, half-awake, the peaceful warming sensation changed, I had a sense that I was slipping into a kind of whirlpool or vortex.   The swirling got faster and faster, and then the golden light became almost a solid column going to and from me,  I could distinctly feel energy flowing in and then back out and up/away.   As this became more intense, my body started coughing with unbelieveable intensit, and my head started feeling wet, my eyes were running, and I sensed I was rising more to waking consciousnees.  I could see thru the wet blur that the bed, or at least the bed spread I was lying on, was rapidly rotating in the vortex formation I had felt and that the fabric was a white ocean.   I felt much energy or energies flowing up and out of me in a golden column.  The light was very warm and welcoming but I had a sudden heart feeling that was a choice to completely “go with the flow” or remain in physicality on the bed.  I chose the latter.  Very quickly I awoke fully, gasping for breath, head spinning.   As I sat up, I realized my body shaking and chills were gone along with the cough.  It was as if I hadn’t been ill at all.

I felt great for the rest of the afternoon.  Since then, some coughing and cleanup resumed.

I’ve been shown how possible it is to literally check out of physical conscousnious and just go.   This is an amazing gift I will be forever grateful for.